kiss and tell ♥

Well, this is my first blog post in here, but it's not my first time to blog. :) I'm fresh in here. I'm just adjusting to the new "environment" obviously, it's not that DIFFERENT for tumblr, but still there are sort of major differences. Well, enough of those stuff.

Around 6:00 p.m. this day, I received a phone call from my childhood friend / ex-crush let's call him Francis. I wasn't expecting any phone call today so, I was quite surprised to hear him on the line. I was quite happy though, since he was a good talker and he can brighten my day just by talking NON.SENSE.. He was talking to me and every time he pauses there comes a small voice saying " i love you " , " i miss you " and all those stuff. I was quite surprised since I thought he was the only one on the line. upon hearing those whispers, I asked: " what did you just say? " the whisper comes back again and repeated the words: " i love you ". In my mind I was like: "WTH are you saying?!" but I merely said: " you're joking. " Then he confessed that the whisper was his younger cousin. (they're making a fool out of me. --") anyway, he introduced me to his cousin through the phone. I was annoyed and had fun at the same time while talking to these two lunatics. His cousin kept on repeating that Francis loves me, misses me and all those stuffs. He even said that Francis wants to take me to a basketball game (i hoped it was to NBA, but it's not) which I am fully aware of. I didn't really rejected it but.. nvm. His cousin even asked me if i love Francis. God knows i love him as friend even more. I just answered as a friend, i love him ( i know I'm playing safe, who wouldn't if your WHOLE family is with you [ since I'm in the living room] during the call. Next question shot me right through my heart. :s " do you miss him? " God knows I do. I would be lying if I'd say no. :P as I've said I've been playing safe so " i don't know" was my answer. He said: " repeat it, please, i liked it." and I was like: "Oh My God! just shut up, okay?!" I had fun for that 30 minutes phone call.

Francis is my childhood best/special friend. We call each other: "SF" (special friends). He's crazy, sometimes annoying, God-fearing though, good friend, fun to be with, at times he can be a bully but most of all he's a gentleman. He won't let a girl cry instead he makes 'em smile. He's the best guy friend I've got. I love him for being that. :) You know what, I don't really write something about him about us. I'm afraid that my friends will tease me since we have had an issue about us back then. Almost every body thought we had a boy-girl relationship. Even my closest friends believed that we're boyfriend and girlfriend. And I don't want him to know what I really feel. You know like those " I fell in love with my best friend " love stories? I can relate to them. Yeah, whatever. :| Anyway, I hope he wouldn't read this. or else I'm DEAD. :)

THANK YOU for your time reading this. :)